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Lagenda Budak Setan ak menonton nya kerana novel itu menjadi 1 fenomena luar biasa zaman ak sek ren dulu.. dgr2 filem tu xpakai skrip, bulat2 mcm dlm novel.. jadi mesti la ak nk tgk.. pastu filem Haq,, ak tertarik dgn babak2 dlm tu..oh..kecuali babak Ariputra berlawan tanpa baju..sorry gurls.. if u think he is hot.. its ur choice. Its a BIG No to me.. daaaaa... berlawan dgn separuh bogel nmpak seksi ke??? Sgt xmenarik ye pemandangan itu....dan filem Melayu yg ke 3.. KL Gangster u ols!!!!!

Papehal .. ak nk ucap bebyk trimas kat hot chick sorang ni..yg kidnap ak tgk citer ni.. 1^st time oo kitaorg dating..  fewittt...!!!

Ap yg membuat kn kami nk nonton citer ni? Ak nk nonton sbb review2 dari tabloid agak menarik.. kata nya sgt berbeza dr filem Syamsul yg sebelum ni.. pastu.. ak dpt tau... ia d buat mcm ala2 Young & Dangerous..alaaa movie gangster Hong Kong tu..yg actor nye Ekin Chen..~ wish can have that kind of BF..cool and steady ok!!!~

Korang dah g tgk blum citer ni?? G la tgk... pd ak.. citer ni ‘tak gelap’ yela... kalu dah nm ny gangster stigma nya mst la malam,suram,malap,gelap,hitam... kalu berlawan.. sgt la romantic sbb berlampu kn lampu jln atau lorong2.. citer ni byk babak yg berlaku waktu siang..ak suka la.. jelas dan nyata  aksi2 nya.. babak berlawan mmg xdi nafikan mmg ada ala2 Y&D.. hey.. kalu dah nm nye gangster blawan mmg gitu la kn.. xkn la pulak nk berlawan gaya Jacky Chan atau Jet Li..~ if they did..mmg super duper cool habis la filem nya..

Citer KL Gangster ni,, secara keseluruhan..  menarik.. kalu korang perasan.. xde heroin citer ni..Sheera Iskandar muncul sekejap2 je.. dan ia tetap memberi kesan.. gud job!  

Ap lg ye..oh ha... sampai skg ak tertanya2.. apa kah sejarah bersama King & Malek? Ak ingat kn time si Ajib tu sembang dia nk citer la kn.. tp xpulak.. hmmm.. pastu ap pula yg King buat sama mak Shark? Smpai Shark dendam sama dia pny bapak? King mati dgn cara gitu sgt la uncool... huah.. main kejar2 gitu je..ingatkn dia nk tunjuk la skil trajang2 sikit... yela nm pun King.. nk gak tau kehebatan dia.. Ni..ni.. watak Fadhil tu.. dia bkn geng sesapa kn? Neither King’s nor Dragon...ap pun  kehadiran watak Fadhil ni mmg bole mgurangkn sikit la stress time nonton ni.. cayalah lu bro!

Kesimpulan nya... marilah kita menyokong industry perfileman negara! Agak2 ada x sambungan KL Gangster 2? Kot2 utk mjawab soklan2 yg sengal ak kat atas ni.. ~ cewah..bajet mcm Syamsul baca blog ak la kn...  Psst.. Aaron Aziz mmg terbaik !!!!( lama2 tgk Aaron,, terasa sikit la..sikit je.. muka Mok mcm dia~ ap bde yg ak pkir ni? Aaargh..tidak!!! Mok? Aaron?? Aaaaaa....tak mugkin!!)

Gatal nak menjawab

hai... 1st of all... its really hard for me to ignore ur blog... the temptation is extremely high!.. sorry.. cuz i prefer not to text u or call u.... cuz ur voice sound soooo dem sweet...! and.. cuz i dont want ur reply.. ( heh.. as if u cant reply here. rite? well.. if u did.. i will take time to check my blog cuz rite now im x available in cyber space. its a bonus point for me cuz it will give me cooling period.- its only happen if u read this and u did have the intention to counter back. i hope not. ) ok,, lets proceed.

Syg ku cik Aira.. im happy to see his pic in ur blog. and i.. 1000% sure ur deeply in love with him. u know what? u have my full support. and i did promise to myself to buy ur guys a cake for ur engagement day, - baiklah ia agak merapu.. tp niat ku mmg iklas.. i do highlight my intention to them.hopefully i got the invitation.. ( Alina's know bout my intention too )

jd.. kenyataan yg nk d buat d sini ialah.. trust ur heart. u find treasure in him which i dont see it. and im soo thankful he meet u. person who do everything for him.he really need super woman like u.. no worries about ur commitment issue, when the time comes, both of u will be ready.

next issue.. hmmm.. well... basically.. i just Anak Angkat to them..  to be frank.. i do get panic when they want it to be this way. mugkin pd mereka ia sedikit ralat.. i have to admit. i agree with them. i pun ralat juga dgn ap yg jd. spt pepatah melayu mengatakan.. kita hanya merancang, Tuhan yg menentukan. and like u said before. things happen for a reason.. eventho ramai yg membantah perkara ni.. i believe u know how it feels.. i just go with the flow..  a hah! interesting secret info to share.. i told them.. he have u. bkn batu api ok! i told them.. if they realize.. he did gain some weight after he meet u.. in my view.. he is happy. plus.. he sound excited when he talks about u..( oh,,jgn slh fhm.. pbualan ini da lama..berbulan2 yg lalu, ia sekadar utk mgukuhkan kyataan ni).. back to the issue.. his parent are okay.. they accept who ever he choose to be his wife as long as it will make him happy.. psst.. dont trust him if he said im their choice. i already discuss this matter with them. so pls dont think much bout them.. i dont want u to fall sick.. i care bout about ur health babe..

last issue.. using ur phrase'' without we realize, we started to be serious''.. laaa.. dah tu nk pening pe ny? WE means berdua kn? lebih dr 1.. he and u. kn? maafla ye kalu pemahaman ni slh.. maklumlah.. ms blaja bm & bi main2.. tu yg skg pgunaan bhs mcm ap ntah.. i believe ur his choice. no doubt about it. thus have faith and trust him, like u always did. ur more rational than i do. and im pretty sure u know him better.. dont freak out ok?.. my lucky guess, he is struggling to make a bigger change in his life .. i bet.. its really worth it for u.

oh yala... y im sooo myibuk kn tiba je nk mjawb kat sini... cuz.. i want u and my beloved family and friends out there to know that.. Ayuni Azman dan Khairul Zaman Zaini xde pape.. trust us on that ok?. and u my dear.. dont worry bout his family.. im not in his list.. that is for sure.. have a nice day to u. take a gud care of urself ok? ~ hopefully this post wont make u get hart attack or something attach to ur health ~ i hate it when i have to be interrogate by him, when it comes to ur health.. do me a favour will u? dont fall sick after u read this. i prefer u to laugh.. tq dear!

Burst into tears

i can't make it.

somehow i can foresee this might happen.. but at the same time.. i do put hope that.. who knows... its my luck..( since a lot of ppl wish me good luck) i will get through this interview..

after all... things happen for a reason..rite..? maybe.. Allah has a bigger plan to me..

xleh blah situasi kat meeting room td... En.Bashir: we will definitely call u for the next interview.. ~ ak agak blur kat situ.. like... errr... so.. i can't pursue my LLB this year?.. ya.. begitulah nmpak ny... then poof!... mata ak dah berkaca2 dah kat situ...then mami hug me..calm me down... hadoi.. malu nyer ak!!!!!! emosi ak mmg break down time tu.. dgn mlm td nye hal... semak!..semak!... bawak la smpai ke siang... org yg paling tention dgn ak..Farouq... ~ sorry Mok...i know u pissed off with me... hmm... ntah2 Tuhan nk ak smbung dgn ko kot....kita sambung sesama ye mok.. bosan la ak kalu xde geng nnt...

apa pun.. trima kasih kpd semua yg mendoakn ak..minta maaf kalu ak ngecewakan.. mugkin xde rezki thn ni.. atau mugkin juga... undang-undang bkn takdir ak...

Cuak

Skg ni..ak kat Delima,panik..sbb pagi sat gi ada interview LLB... rasa mcm xnk p je interview sat gi..pasai...i'm not prepared!!!!

yes..i know..i know... its my fault... ak pn mcm ntah.. bila uitm anta msg soh semak pangilan temudugaa.. ak mcm... aik, cepat nye!!! keja pun blum ni..ap lak ak nk jwb nnt..? dgn masa tu pindah umah bagai... kat umah baru ni..masa tu..ak mmg xde port la nk punggah kotak2 ajaib ak ni... hah.. td.. sblum smpai sini br ak pungah.. dah jmpa yg di cari..letak fail dlm beg.. now..here i am.. rs nk nagis!!!!! ~ myesal skg dah tiada guna ny...

cuak nye nk pi pagi sat ni...!!!! lagu mn ni wey.. ang habaq mai kat ak? even simple Q.. ak smpai la ni..xbole nk draf sbrang jwpan.. '' tell me about yourself''.. Padan muka ak kn... last minute ny keja..cam ni la.. nk stand down... xleh... brapa lama lg ak nk bertapa kt umah... betul x? option yg tingal... nk xnk... pagi jap g... SENYUM dan ak akn berusha utk mgurangkn ke-gelabah-an ak nt..( doa kn ak ek korang )

ak ngantok dah ni... mmg penat pikir nk jwb pe tp ketas ak dok bersih lg.. cuak la weh.. bole ke ak mjawab kang? ak ni..dah lama bebenor xspeaking... harap2 pg ni d permudah kn urusan ku...

cuak habis dah ak... Farouq xabeh2 takot kn ak.. dia siap tny ak psl CPC, Criminal bagai... yg ak dtg ni.. stakat bw bj nk p interview, sijil2 yg berkaitan dan toiletries... itu sajooo... terbaik sgt... tiba ak rs nyesal pulak berkampung kat sini...tp..ak takut kalu gerak dr umah... nnt jd pape kt tgh jln..lagi haru... sekurang ny skg ak da kat uitm dah.. itu yg pnting kn? ke..x?? hmmm...

Ap pun ak dah smpai.. what..half way.. xkn nk benti kn... hadap kn saja perkara ni..prepare xprepare..blakang kira..ak yg tangung kesan ny nnt... so..on the other side of coin.. just do it..rite?!hopefully eveything is gonna be okay.. insyaAllah.. wish me luck!!

Jendela

Hmm.. syg nk tingal kn rumah ni.. especially, jendela di kamar ku ( sastera lebey sikit kali ni, mood, touching ni ).. byk kenangan indah dan menakutkn dpt ku lihat dr jendela ku ini.. semua nya tentang percintaan kami dulu..

Tiap kali dia ada kat area umah ak.. mst dia msg: B naik atas. Abg dah kat area umah b, 5 min lg smpai. Ak sk bila dpt msg mcm tu..heeee...sbb dpt main intai2 d jendela ku...hah.. comel kn?! Xkira waktu..siang ke mlm ke... kalu pkul 3 pg dia lalu ak akn intai dia d jendela ku... lepas rindu ~eceh..mcm xleh jmp je... poyo ek..

Mmg geli hati memori di jendela ni... dia boleh pusing 2,3 kali saje je lalu kalu waktu siang la..~ kena cover line weh.. sat lg.. kena pelangkong dgn bapak ak.. naya je... kalau malam, dia lepak la kat depan jln tu dan kami akn saling mengintai.. agak sweet aktiviti ni..slalu dia lepak xsmpai 5 min pun... takut nnt org ingat dia perompak yg tgh survey umah lak.. by the way.. this is one of the acara wajib tiap kali ak ad kt umah..main intai2..

Ad gak situasi.. kdg2 tu dia lalu,xbenti pun..just toleh and say( dia call la time tu) : bye-bye B.. siap melambai2 lagi kt ak. ( dia agak adorable d situ).. Kalu ms ktorg intai2 tu dia buat 3G..ak leh agak dia tgh semak giler time tu...

Oh..hah...dulu kn dia ad keta tau.. utk buat drift... geram gak ak time tu.. susah pyah dpt duit claim ( excident dulu) relax saje dia labur duit kt keta tu... last2.. dia tolak kt org...lupakn..jd.. ms dia ada keta ni.. wah.. bkn main eksen dia dgn ak.. lalu dpn umah... nk ak tgk dia buat drift.. cute la dia time tu... brapa kali ntah dia lalu dgn keta tu.. lupa lak keta pe... yela mn nk ingt..ak xpenah naik pun..

Bila ak tgk rumah baru ak tu.. mmg mengamit memori di rumah ni.. if we are still couple, xyah ssh2 nk msg.. ketok botol pun leh dgr,. Ala2 gaya P.Ramlee gitu..Dkt sgt tingkap tu dgn jln.. silap hr bulan.. xyah pkai fon pun.. nk adventure sikit, guna 2 tin kosong dan juga tali buat tefon... mcm best je...~ anyway.. it won’t happen... we are done.. (to my future couple, don’t dream to have this activity)

Dear Mrs. KZ, i have no intention or any attempt to offend u what so ever with this post.. it just... hmmm...camne ntah nk ckp... kenangan di rumah lama... tu je... i’m sorry if u did feel that way..

Well... its a new environment, new life, new attitude ( cross my fingers) , hopefully i’m gonna be okay.~ InsyaAllah